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Beginnings

by Kai

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1.
Goodbye 04:46
If I Wake up in the morning Just know that I love you More than I love myself ‘Cause it Hurts to be broken Drowning in oceans of Wishing on somebody else These lines are a weakness They bind us and keep us Entwined somewhere In my dark soul Old handwritten letters The scent of your tresses A pain that will Never grow old Is this goodbye? Will I open my eyes? Will I see you, will I see you again? If this is goodbye Just know that I tried More than you will ever realise Though you’re Ashamed of your scars I’ve seen who you are An angel who’s had her wings clipped Though you Don’t wanna hear it These lost eyes think you’re perfect That don’t kill me as much as you did Is this goodbye? Will I open my eyes? Will I see you, will I see you again? If this is goodbye Just know that I tried More than you will ever realise Exhausted my arrows Tilting at shadows For you You Is this goodbye? Will I open my eyes? Will I see you, will I see you again? If this is goodbye Just know that I tried More than you will ever realise
2.
Foreigner 04:26
It’s been a year of summers Since the last time I saw you It’s been a quiet life Since the last time we met Where have you been How are you now I’ve been trying to ask I’ve been dying to tell [Pre-chorus] You don’t know I don’t care How this goes So let’s play pretend [Chorus] When two hearts break So many more fall apart When two lives wait So many more come to pass When two hearts ache So many more leave so fast When two lives hate So many more So many more So many more So many more So many more ‘Cause I’m a foreign stranger In the hometown I once knew All our words unstated The gaps they’ve fallen through It’s been shredded hearts And wary eyes Telling lies and Taking sides [Pre-chorus] [Chorus] It’s Too little too late Too much too soon We’ve left it too long To start anew [Pre-Chorus] [Chorus] We’ll never be the same No matter what you say Forgotten faces Foreign names Our worlds have shifted Our rules have changed [Quiet Chorus] [Chorus]
3.
Better 03:52
Heart in my throat and my soul is heavy Truth on the tip of my tongue and I'm nearly Losing myself in a world full of pity On the last train to nowhere Cross my fingers Close my eyes and Hope this blessing Sheds its disguise Nobody told me that love would be painful Nobody said it's a game I can't win Nobody told me I'd lose every struggle and Still want to try again Cross my fingers Close my eyes and Hope this curse never Meets its demise Do you wanna watch me dream? Do you wanna hurt with me? Do you wanna cast off the lines and Wish we were better? Do you wanna be bent and broken? Do you wanna be torn wide open? Do you wanna set ourselves on fire and Wish we were better? Cross my fingers Close my eyes and Hope this pain can Last for all time Do you wanna watch me dream? Do you wanna hurt with me? Do you wanna cast off the lines and Wish we were better? Do you wanna be bent and broken? Do you wanna be torn wide open? Do you wanna set ourselves on fire and Wish we were better? Wish we were better
4.
Masks 03:46
We put on our masks you and I And pretend to the world we're all right But both of us know When we're on our own It's more than it's worth to try I've been crawling in the trenches You've been mustering your forces But no one's gonna win this war It's been months since the world Has been safe as it is And our feet were firm on the shores Our hearts are weeping Our eyes are bleeding Now we're falling, falling Again We put on our masks you and I And pretend to the world we're all right But both of us know When we're on our own It's more than it's worth to try I sleep but I never dream You're alive but you never breathe There's a weary storm pounding at the door Resuscitate me just so I can drown again Paralyse me just so I can let you in Again We put on our masks you and I And pretend to the world we're all right But both of us know When we're on our own It's more than it's worth to try Hide me till the fight is over Forsake me till the skies get colder And now we're falling, falling Falling, falling Falling, falling again - Instrumental chaos - Tread softly now Even though we don't know how Every word an anthem For the hearts that sing inside It's the dreams of the hopeless Hung out to dry It's a graveyard where All the broken souls go to die Washed out photographs Make the bravest soldiers cry What used to be What used to be We put on our masks you and I And pretend to the world we're all right But both of us know When we're on our own It's more than it's worth to try
5.
Stay Away 03:40
Wistful siren See the wanderlust in your eyes The world has made you perfect You'll never need to try Brooding sailor Hide the melancholy in your eyes The world is harsh and cruel It'll knock you down every time So stay away now Stay away now Stay away If you can Just play the game now Play the game now Play it If you dare And round and around and Around here we go You learn not to trust and You learn not to show Oh spindrift Of the waves upon the shore The tide is always receding But he keeps coming back for more Oh beleagured Agonising mind of yours She's too flawless to want your damaged heart What are you waiting for? So stay away now Stay away now Stay away If you can Just play the game now Play the game now Play it If you dare And round and around and Around here we go You learn not to trust and You learn not to show And round and around and Around here we go You learn not to trust and You learn not to show So stay away now Stay away now Stay away If you can Just play the game now Play the game now Play it If you dare And round and around and Around here we go You learn not to trust and You learn not to show Staying away is the hardest thing So much to say not sure how to begin Maybe it's for the better Give in to calm surrender All that you love will leave in the end Shattered dreams don't ever mend We used to be more We used to be closer Is this goodbye?

about

this ep really has been a terribly long journey, and in the spirit of making this a completely independent, purely creative venture, i took it upon myself to work on every single facet of the album, from writing to arranging, from recording to post-editing, from production to distribution; perhaps one of many poor choices i’ve made in my youth. in the process, it’s been countless late nights spent writing, recording, producing and panicking, and generally trying to meet impossible deadlines i had somehow decided to inflict on myself way back in 2013 whilst in a dangerously ambitious state.

i’m definitely still learning and growing as an artist, and my music is definitely far from perfect, but hopefully this collection of songs is a reflection of my inability to fit in boxes, and kind of breaks the genre of acoustic indie folk/pop with lush chords, breakbeat rhythms, pulsating dub bass, beatboxing, and other geeky stuff. and hopefully, it also conveys some kind of brutal honesty and emotional depth people can relate to, about interpersonal relationships and how they’re so fragile and can break so easily.

thanks are due to everyone who has ever given my music even the slightest chance: old friends, unexpected friends, and new ones whom i’ve come to know in the course of my musical journey. special thanks go to Alvin Ho of Positron Productions for constant support since the conception of the ep, helping out with all manner of visual media, being a sounding board for unrealistic creative ideas, and helping make them possible. also, many thanks to jole for jamming sessions, always inspiring me with his immense passion and dedication to learning and playing guitar, and letting me use our fingerstyle outro on track 3. and of course, credit to my family for not disowning me when it was evident i wanted to do music. lastly, thank you so very much for obtaining this album legally or otherwise, and for listening to my music. i hope you like it.

more to come, and as always, extremely grateful for people.

much love,
kai

credits

released May 28, 2014

℗ and © 2014 Kai

Produced by Kai
Recorded and engineered in Singapore by Kai
Music and lyrics by Kai
Vocal and instrumental arrangement by Kai with thanks to Joel Tan Kin (3 // Better)
Album artwork and photography by Alvin Ho of Positron Productions
Music video (1 // Goodbye) filmed by Alvin Ho of Positron Productions
Music video: tinyurl.com/goodbyemv

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